School is a place where i've made and lost a lot of friends, school was my introdution to basically life, and A LOT of drama. As happy as Iam to leave school, I mean it is exciting but what about all the people i know in school that i won't see anymore? Then again there are a lot of people i can't wait to leave behind, obviously im not a very social person I keep to myself more than anything and honestly it doesn't bother me. I'm just one of those people who enjoys the silence and the alone time, I don't feel like i need friends. The friends that have gotten past that part of me are here to stay, i love them all with all my heart and i would do anything for them.
I'm scared that once school is over forever what id they all move away? We wouldn't have each other anymore. It seems so much harder to make friends in the real world, not saying it wasn't hard in school also but school kinda forced me to try to make at least one friend cause i got sick of people staring at me cause i was always alone. I was happy to make friends though I mean half the memories that make me smile are with my two best friends from middle school, I think they helped make me into who I am. It all started with school though and now it's almost over.
Like of course i can't wait to not have to wake up early everyday and feel like a zombie everyday but that's the thing i'll still have to do that i'll have to do it my whole life everyday, you never get a breake until your too old to work.
That's all life is anymore, just work.I look back at like years before I was born,r before my mom or my grandma and it;s like they had FUN, all people do now is work there is no time for fun anymore just worries about how they'll pay bills or feed themselves and their kids. I may have gotten a little off subject but the main point in this post is that schoool helps bring you out of that little bubble you trap yourself in and helps you make friends, I never wanna loose them, hopefully when school ends we still have each other.
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